LOTS OF LILAC BUSHES

WOW! This time of year is so beautiful. This is our second year at this home and I must have really been out of it last year because I do not remember the breathtaking beauty I see all around me this year. I have been feeling unsettled lately, wanting to move & looking for something "better" to cure all my problems. Maybe God is opening my eyes to that which I have and shouldn't take for granted. Last year I spent most of my time inside with my 3 month old baby. I also was completely exhausted and basically out of commission. Actually I was pretty much worthless. My kids had to take care of them self and Tello was so busy with the office he either didn't realize it or turned a blind eye to it. I still feel run down and tired but NOTHING like last year. I still feel like I'm far from feeling normal, but then again, what really is normal anyways?

These pictures don't even begin to show the beauty that I see. Our whole property is surrounded by different shades of lilac bushes and there are 5 crabapple trees that were bright pink when they were in bloom last week.